Post by adolphuscrowfeather on Jan 10, 2016 22:52:08 GMT -6
Hello all!
It has been two months almost exactly, and there have been a lot of ups and downs, but probably the biggest one realizing how hard it is to really practice in my situation. It's been more of plea services than a relationship and respect with any being, and I personally feel I have degraded my level of honor with the three (gods spirits ancestors). It may be the lingering of monotheism, but I think it's more that I can't do much but I still am in need of aide at times and call for help without any consideration for what I do.
So, I figured I can somewhat try to begin with this, probably one of the more possible things I could do. I just do not know what or how to pursue this. It does interest me a lot, and I'd even appreciate the meanings and all that behind it too so I know what I am doing and getting into.
I think it had to do with prophesying, which I will talk about possible experiences below.
I know it seems random, out of place, and it definitely isn't always, and could be sheer coincidence, but I predicted two things that scared me a bit. One was a car crash. This happened when I was in a car, and I remember looking out the window at a building, and a random thought came to me, and I thought a car crash would happen in front of it. On the way back from where I went, two hours later, there was I fact a car crash in front of the building. It was too random thought for me (I'm not one to just randomly think a car crash will happen and really this was the first to memory I ever thought hey a car crash will happen, especially to the exact spot) to think it normal or coincidence. Later that day, I also predicted a fire. The day before, I believed I saw a fire outside, which turned out not to be true, just a street light far off. The next night, a big fire was on the interstate behind my house, and although it was on the opposite side of the house, it still was too close in time for me to take lightly.
It could be coincidence, but still, I thought it would be good to ask opinion.
Besides above, I'm still interested in this path, and would love help pursuing it.
Thank you,
Adol
It has been two months almost exactly, and there have been a lot of ups and downs, but probably the biggest one realizing how hard it is to really practice in my situation. It's been more of plea services than a relationship and respect with any being, and I personally feel I have degraded my level of honor with the three (gods spirits ancestors). It may be the lingering of monotheism, but I think it's more that I can't do much but I still am in need of aide at times and call for help without any consideration for what I do.
So, I figured I can somewhat try to begin with this, probably one of the more possible things I could do. I just do not know what or how to pursue this. It does interest me a lot, and I'd even appreciate the meanings and all that behind it too so I know what I am doing and getting into.
I think it had to do with prophesying, which I will talk about possible experiences below.
I know it seems random, out of place, and it definitely isn't always, and could be sheer coincidence, but I predicted two things that scared me a bit. One was a car crash. This happened when I was in a car, and I remember looking out the window at a building, and a random thought came to me, and I thought a car crash would happen in front of it. On the way back from where I went, two hours later, there was I fact a car crash in front of the building. It was too random thought for me (I'm not one to just randomly think a car crash will happen and really this was the first to memory I ever thought hey a car crash will happen, especially to the exact spot) to think it normal or coincidence. Later that day, I also predicted a fire. The day before, I believed I saw a fire outside, which turned out not to be true, just a street light far off. The next night, a big fire was on the interstate behind my house, and although it was on the opposite side of the house, it still was too close in time for me to take lightly.
It could be coincidence, but still, I thought it would be good to ask opinion.
Besides above, I'm still interested in this path, and would love help pursuing it.
Thank you,
Adol