Researching Issues?

Hi! As an eclectic polytheist, I'm not sure I fit the definition of Luciferian, but Lucifer is one of my personal deities. To me, he's very much the lightbringer, especially in terms of my struggle with mental illness. That being said, I'm just wondering if anyone else has had difficulty doing research on Lucifer. Most of what I found was very sensationalized and not at all theistic. It also felt very Christianized. It felt very hard to find prayers and devotional discussions and most anything. Is there some place I've overlooked? I'm terrible with internet searching so I could easily have missed something. Most occult online spaces/books do not seem to focus on the gentle guider that I experience him/her as. Perhaps there is some part of the Luciferian world I've overlooked too? I've read the Book of Aradia but do not feel at all drawn to Dianic Wicca's interpretation of him either. The whole incest thing was very strange to me... If anyone could give me some pointers or would like to discuss Lucifer, I'd love to!